the chapters of anthea's life

Something still exists, as long as there's someone around to remember it.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Instant Remedy

For those whose been pretty worked up lately, hope these pics can cheer you up a lil.

even for just a moment.

i know they did for me =)


I should say this is the only kinda flower that'll truly melt my heart.

genuine.

me and my chocolate obsession ;P.

sexaaayy.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I never knew perfection till
i heard you speak and now it kills me
Just to hear u say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do
sleeping's impossible too
and everything's reminding me of you
what can i do?

its not right, not okay
say the words that your saying
maybe we're better off this way

im not fine, im in pain
its harder everyday
maybe we're better off this way
its better that we break

A fool to let you slip away
i'll chase you just to hear you say
you're scared enough
you think that im insane

i see you, you look so nice from here
pity, i cant see it clearly,
why you're standing there
it disappears, it disappears

saw you sitting on the lawn
you're fragile and you're cold
but that's alright

the lie these days is getting rough
knocked you down and beat you up
but it's just a roller coaster anyway, yeah.


- maroon 5- better that we break -

nice one! ;)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Because Im worth it.

* Heaves a breath *

2 weeks down, one more to beat.

ohhailthataddmath1paper.

Did u guys ever wonder how long the exam hours actually summed up to be?

us with our numb buttocks stuck onto the chair, while cracking our brains,

drying our pen inks while our fingers go blue-black due to the "exceeded speed limit" of writing.

well, i for one just happen to think of that today.

so i've calculated.( yup thats what exams do to people like me ).

FYI, its about 22 papers and approximately 41 hours , +-.

a blurdy 41 hours!! holy moly.

Anyhooeeyysss, just a lil update on the belated Mum's day last Sunday.
Venue for the occasion : TTDI PLAZA'S Korean Bbq Restaurant.

Moi

Ma & Pa

Bbq-ed meat with wine. Purrfect.

The tableful of so called " Korean Tapas"
and the finger licking good bbq-ed meat. mMmm

Happy Mums's day Mama!
Thats all for now, was supposed to be studying actually.
Unfortunately,
i was "side tracked".
Darn com.
=p.
You had more of me with you ,
rather than me having more of you with me.

Friday, May 09, 2008

Hush now....

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me.
Memories of you are still peppered on my mind.
That i dont deny.
How did we end up like this.
If only you knew.
Etstranged.



Just got back from Ou . Had to unwind and do what a shopaholic does best.

Guess who was i with?

Was compiling all my old passport-sized pics , and ..
voila!

I dont mind going back to the younger days, even if it means gaining back the chubbyness.

Words i need to hear from you to get me through the day.....

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Racing against time

I woke up this morning, felt the warmth of the sun caressing my face.
Still feeling groggy and contented amidst the soft fabric of my quilt.
I had a sudden thought.
365 days from now, i neednt worry about SPM no more.
Rid of the blue uniform, rid of school.
Then i start to wonder what wud i be doing, 365 days from now.
The ecstatic idea of being a 19 year-old Anthea. "ahem".
ohh.. i cant wait!
so, count the days with me!!



Here's my fav phrase from CLICK, which never fails to make me go "Aww".
" will u still love me in the morning?"
" forever and ever babe".
Butterfly kisses.

Friday, May 02, 2008

I beg your pardon?

You know, i happened to be a very demanding , spoiled, impatient, temperamental, troublesome, and whiny girl, at times/most of the time. So, really, i'm trully impressed with those who stuck with me for as long as it seems. The required patience, tolerance and perseverance from them. And u know what? Leong Wei Ian happens to be one of the most succesful person in doing this. =).a heartfelt thank you from yours truly for everything, although thats really an understatement.

what am i gonna do without you lahh
love u bestie!
Resist, Anthea. RESIST.

Bad thing about having your personal com in ur room? especially when its smacked right on top of study table, that smug looking screen, making ur fingers itch , to curl themselves around the mouse and start clicking away. thats exactly what happened to me for the past few days, knowing the fact that my com's 24/7 on.

argghh.i don wanna study anymore! *wails*. what more with a bugging wisdom tooth, a sore throat, and annoying sneezes, purrrrfeeect timing. sheesh. how now brown cow??=/

I'm seroiusly on "binging mode" now. I eat when im stressed up, bored or flustered, moreover i gotta put my jogs on hold, due to exams and a lousy immnune system. so yeah , " obese alert".

Anyway just got back from Boathouse. At least that cheered me up, momentarily. After our sumptious main course, got myself some "oh-so-well-deserved" desserts.

say hello to the Afurgato Gelato!

vanilla ice cream topped with whip cream, complimented with eclairs, and poured on with hot espresso . noticed the canon thingie there? its suppose to light up with kahlua and brandy mixture in the lil pitcher and topple it over the ice cream. mmmm sinful! a must try.




the house special. tiramisu.
one of the best i've had so far.
i love peaches!
hmmm, i somehow lost the motivation or kiasuness to study for this term. Probably its cause i've had my greatest relief already, which was Sports day. but dyammit lah, the overall results are still pending. so ppl, shush with the speculations kay, ur making me feel all jitterish!.


Dinie says " you dont look one bit like an indian"

attempted pin up failed miserably.

Adrian says "albino indian lah".

-.-.....

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Oucchhh.

Bad news for chubster!

Been complaining about my sore gum days ago.

Momma finally brought me to the Orthodentist t'day.

Much as i've feared, the wisdom tooth's already struggling its way out.

Why the fear? i've heard enuf stories about the excruciating pain that "wise-tooth" can bring u.

And knowing me, words like pain and blood are enough to make me go light- headed.

So anyway, doc says no crunchy, chunky foodie for me, only to resort to a soft diet.

which means.... no chocs for me too!! =( heaven knows how long i ought to stick with that =(


*sneezes* . yet again. you know the saying that goes " when u sneeze, it means that someone is currently missing you". Perasan alright,but i'd rather choose to believe so rather than to start thinking this is early signs of me falling sick in no time. Its the best way to convince yourself that your still in perfect health condition, even u've been sneezing for like the gazillionth time today. *sneezes*
God bless me.